What a beautiful day?

What a beautiful day?
The sun is shining, the birds are singing and flowers have started to bloom. I love this part ofd the year "spring". Its cool. I have to say the atmosphere around cliffland has changed since the sun showed its head. Mostly everyone at cliff has higher spirit levels. I found out where i am off to mission. Missio ten dei as the king that is nicola jones puts it. I am going to Newham in London. It is where Green Street is set. We will be working with 4 churches in Newham doing youth and childrens work i think will find out more on wednesday yay. I am well scared but also very excited. I think it is becasue i have no idea what is happening.
But thankfully I have a awesome team who will support each other :)

The poor second years are in a lecture right now, as i am sat in the glorious sunshine poor them. Wow i just realised how beautiful this place is. The purple tree hasn't got its leaves back yet but the little white flowers that are randomly popping up. I think they are snowdrops, whatever they are i just think they look so cute in the coldish cliff sunshine. they add some colour to the rockery. I helped clear that out, The joys of gardening manual.

Who o you think would be the next person to walk past? it was 2 BACYM's who are from birmingham, i could tell this by there accent. Andrew 'Bruuce' Sterling is sat on the bench below me kinda, he is on the bench by the grass and i am on the wall out side lecture rooms.

College prayers was awesome this morning. It was well powerful :). It really madee me realsie how evil jesus's death acually was! I feel so guilty for making him die with all my bad stuff that i still do.

I was reading the bible earlier and these verses jumped out at me. they were Romans 6:6-7 "For we know that our old self was crucified with him so that the body of sin may be rendered powerless, that we should no longer be slaves to sin - because anyone who has died has been freed from sin." At first i thought WAS CRUCIFIED WITH HIM! Eh? I havent been cruciufied. then i realised it was a metaphor. But i still dont get ti.

God give me some knowledge so I don't always have to ask people
Amen


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frizzles x

exegesis!

When i first heard the word exegesis i thought ex-a-Jesus. I was quite intrigued to find out how someone was going to X out Jesus or put a X through Jesus. But then i learnt the true meaning of the word, according to David Firth an exegesis was taking the bible text out of it's historical content and finding out what it really means. I should be writing my exegesis now but i can't get started, gonna get some help soonish. My exegesis is on Micah 6:1-8

The Indictment of the LORD

¹Hear what the LORD says:Arise, plead your case before the mountains, and let the hills hear your voice.
² Hear, you mountains, the indictment of the LORD, and you enduring foundations of the earth, for the LORD has an indictment against his people, and he will contend with Israel.

³"O my people, what have I done to you? How have I wearied you? Answer me!
⁴For I brought you up from the land of Egypt and redeemed you from the house of slavery, and I sent before you Moses, Aaron, and Miriam.
⁵O my people, remember what Balak king of Moab devised, and what Balaam the son of Beor answered him, and what happened from Shittim to Gilgal, that you may know the saving acts of the LORD."

What Does the LORD Require?

⁶"With what shall I come before the LORD, and bow myself before God on high? Shall I come before him with burnt offerings, with calves a year old?
⁷Will the LORD be pleased with thousands of rams, with ten thousands of rivers of oil? Shall I give my firstborn for my transgression, the fruit of my body for the sin of my soul?"
⁸He has told you, O man, what is good; and what does the LORD require of you but to do justice, and to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?


I dunno what to do :( Help god please! xxx

Joy that suppases all things!!!

These past few days i have been in that mood where you are so happy that nothing and no one can spoil it. I can't tell you why I'm happy because I don't actually know.

One reason is i know i am going home in a few days.

Another is I have just received the best present anyone has ever bought me! Yes you guessed it a ticket to see Mika. I am so grateful for this present i just don't know how to thank her!

And another thing is these past few days i have been realising that God has actually started to change me into what he wants because i have started to let my guard down and give him everything.

This is one of the few things god has been teaching me other the Christmas holidays plus extra week :(. Some people come into our lives and quickly go but he moves our souls to dance. He awakens us to new understanding with the passing whisper of his wisdom. He makes the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. He stays in our lives forever, leaving footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same.

Another thing is that with prayer i have had one of the best Christmases and new years like ever they have been awesome. Had so much fun with my family on Christmas eve and Christmas day. Playing the after eight challenge which is now on You Tube.

My essays have gone well so far, I think this is the only time in my whole education filled life that I have actually been organised and done my essays before the last two days it has to be in :) yay! Still got one to do but I don't think it will be that hard when i get into the essay writing mood!

The song to my life at the moment: We Are Golden!

Teenage dreams in a teenage circus
Running around like a clown on purpose
Who gives a damn about the family you come from?
No giving up when you’re young and you want some

Toodles everyone!!!!!!

The Real ME!

this is my blog about who i am and how i am not gonna change:

My friends mean the world + they are amazingg,

I enjoy listening too music it means alot to me and
i likes having a drink, chilling withh friends, parties, gigs,
computerrs + all that shizzz.

I am who i am and i will never change, if you dont like me then thats your problem. Im not changing for anyone, i dont wanna' be fake, i wanna be me.

[: this last year, i have done many things i regret. I've had my heart broken and realised people can change.

I now have a new moto, that i have no regrets cos' at the time, its what i wanted. + thats how im gonna' live my life from now on. Live for the moment!

Gosh, this year has flown by + its been a great year for memories. I love all the people who have stood by me constantly. Even if you arent in my life, at one point, you were who i relied on most + i thank you for that [:
anyways cut the pooop;

It's hammer time Do do do do dodo dodo Can't touch this! =]

I realise that Coca - Cola is the only happiness (god is now coke)!

This is what 2 different people said about me ----> You Walk Down The Street And Old Ladies Pee Them Selves. Youll Be Seen Listening To The Music Stylings Of The Sex Pistols, The Misfits And Mindless Self Indulgence. You Will Be Seen Down At Grotty Music Venues.. You Are Of True Music Essence...... Hmmmm, I do like the band's listed I suppose!

And -----> you are scene... you like to cause drama and make scenes like at school, movies and many public places... you are taken to be emo but you are scene which is quite different... emo's are depressed and scene's are jolly but most of the time very evily angry... the music genre is the same as emo but you dont dress just like emo... your more bright and fun to look at... be glad your scene!

Hmmm which am i oh yeh i am none! i wish people would stop labelling me :(

(8) This is real this is me i'm exactly were i'm supposed to be now gonnaa let the light shine on me! (8)